Change

There are a lot of changes going on within my company. Most I don't understand, a few I fear. I hate that I don't have the whole picture of what is going on. The curiosity gets the better of me at times. At other times, my stubborn nature kicks in and I want to dig my heels simply for the sake of digging my heels in. This generally results in me getting a surefire Godsmack to the back of my head. I forget at times that if I was supposed to know everything, I would.

I am looking into going back to school at the next semester. I want to go back and get my teaching credentials. I am quite tired of doing a job that is just a job and not something I love. I figure since I have to go to work every day, logically, shouldn't it be something I love going to? I can take online classes to finish my undergrad stuff up at least. I want to start out slow to try to prevent the whole "OMG, its too much too fast" that leads to me quitting.

Change is inevitable and I must remember to embrace it rather than fight it. Fighting it only leaves me with battle scars and frustration. Embracing it leaves me with grace and dignity.